so im at school.

i was only in the building 2 minutes and there ws already drama. dude. i laughed.
so this weekend BLEW. i stayed home all weekend with the exception of church on sunday. there i got to chill with this cutie named Collin. hes my cousin Steven's friend. there i learned that all 3 of my cousins are joining the army. my favorite, timmah, is leaving for basic right after school lets out. hes excited b/c once his older brother joins, hell be above him. i was confused. but i was scared to ask because they obviously planned all of it. while at church, i also learned that my favorite old man in the WORLD has cancer. it was scary. this man has been like my grampa since i was born. i was sad. they said he has a good chance of recovering, but still.
haha. on friday, seth left his phone on the bus, and i had to bring it to him. i knocked on his door and he ran outside and attacked me. he was like "yes now the sausage fest can start" and i figured they were having male bonding time. he asked if i wanted to stay, but the thought of a room PACKED with guys ll playin HALO3 repulsed me. nathan wanted me to stay to. but its w/e. he owes me HUGE though. lol.
im reading this series called the Vampire DIaries. and theyre chock full of cuties. i was like WOAH. haha. My favorite is this humble HUMAN named Matt. Figures, i would go for the human. im so predictable. its disgusting.
dude, saturday, my friend Nakamij was like "wanna hang outt?" and i was like "i cant" and he was like "ill come break you out. theyll never knoww" it was funny b/c hes scared shitless of my step dad. it made me laugh.
omg. im involved in so much drama. and if a certain someone finds out, he will be PISSED. he is so protective. its crazy. but i miss him. a lot. =]
so now im in Sammis' class. hes A N N O Y I N G. but i love him. hes so funny. omg. on friday, he laughed and it was so hilarious i started like hysterical laughing. it was great.
have you ever been so confused it made you sick. i have to make a decision and i dont wanna make it. and im scared. to death. because if i choose wrong, a lot of people could end up being hurt. but i cant go into detail.

w/e
bye