just a day. just an ordinary day.

but seriously. im not gonna let her get me down. im not gona let her ruin this. its too amazing. i have never been this happy with anyone, ever. he is like my sunshine. i cant be upset when i talk to him. i cant wait til like wednesday. im chillen at his house. im really nervous about meeting his rents.

"what's not to love? youre a virgin, and youre abstaining." -casey

wow. so me and robby are having a deep conversation about a book. i feel my IQ points rising. :]

seth. oh dear. you and your crazy action figures. and mountain dew cans. i told him not to buy me anything. but does he listen? nooo. w/e. gotta love him. still cant wait til wednesday. im excited. i love anytime i can have with him. friday we might go shopping together. and we sill probably be with eachother all weekend. :]]]]]]]]

w/e im outt.
i love you.

your homies standing on his back while your kicking his head around. :]]

so im at my dads. and marissa is sitting next to me. were chillen. we just got b-day cake ice creamm. it was yum. she liked it too. [hooligan] lmao. im really hyperr. entertain me????

so im a little bored. i wanted to go to the mall. no ride. might go tomorrow.

so i really like him. hes nice. he is super funny. and he likes me too. so its funn. he makes me happy. hes sitting alone in a cheesecake place. sitting alone at this moment. its sad. he cant come see me. :[[

ive got a 1st class ticket to a night all alone. and a front row seat parked right by the phone.

hahahahahhaa will is being so funnyyy. you should have heard itttt.

so im excited. like estatic. but i cant say why yet. so ill tell you tomorrow. :]]

so i made this promise when i was 11. i promised not to have sex til after marriage. and until now nobody really respected that. but i found someone who thinks its amazing. figures. the 1st person to really be in awe by it isnt a virgin. but hes amazing, we hang out. a lot. we have fun. in the hallway. lol. secrettt. amazingnesss. so kylie is sitting next to me reading everything i type outloud. wow. were watching Hercules in LA. i love that movie. its not my favorite though. my favorite is Willy Wonka & The Chocolate Factory. the old one. the new one is gheyy.

somehow everything's gonna fall right into place
if we only had a way to make it all fall faster everyday
if only time flew like a dove
we gotta make it fly faster than I'm falling in love

this time we're not giving up
let's make it last forever
screaming "hallelujah"
we'll make it last forever

so yeahh. that song makes me think about things. like things that should have happened. but didnt. due to certain circumstances. but im done being upset about what could have been. i have somethin new. more exciting. more real. youre so last month. youre a pain in the patella. lmfao. i love that i can laugh about how stupid you are now. you make some of the worst decisions i have ever heard offfff. you were woth 100,000 miles. but you couldnt stay a while. but im not heels over head. i dont even think about you anymore. im lying. i think abot how hapy i am w/o you.

im in social studies class. its pretty flyy. not really. george is behind me. hes cool. no. hes not. he tried to fight chewey. :[[

so like i said before. i have never been this happy. i know that it makes a lot of people unhappy. but idc. i think i have seperation anxiety. i get sad. but i have to learn to deal with it. only a week and a half. im excitedddd.

so chewey is coming to my graduation. im hyped. he said hes bringing a sign and a bull horn. ahh. im gonna turn so red. its CRAZAYYY. but it should be fun.

hes afraid of roller coasters. he said the only way he would ride one was if i was with him. so were gonna go to Wild Wood just to get him to ride a coaster. a big one. and hes gonna love it.

kylie is blogging right now as well. its pretty trendy. [it didnt work again.]

so this weekend marissa is coming to my daddy's house with meeee. im excited. were gonna have funnnnn. next weekend kylie is coming over. and so is chewey. were dying her hair. and getting it cutttt. <3

oh kayyy.
well i have to go do some stuff.

love you.
:]

or snap her fingers.
or blow a bubble w/ her gum.

we went to Hershey Park yesterday.
it was pretty FLY.
marissa rode 1 ride and got sick.
i rode 4 coasters. and a water ride. and the carousel. and the scrambler. and te claw. and the rocket ship ride. and the falcon ride.
it was f u n n.

me and marissa are starting a gangg.
its called Friend Network.
our colors are PINK.
and thats all im allowed to tell you.
be afraid.

so the bus ride there was amazingg.
haha.
dooley punched me in the face.
it was funnyyyy.

chewey...
ha. kylie.
chewey & chewey.

wow. i really wish you understood half the stuff i write.
well peace.

<3333

so have you ever been really happy? like genuinly happy. like nothing could get you down. like the world could end and you could still have a smile on your face? well thats how i feel. i feel like i could sing an Austrian Opra and no matter how horrible it is, everyone would clap and scream. i feel like running into the street and thanking God for everything he has given me. im just in a really good mood. like r e a l l y good. its nice. i havent been happy like this since me and marissa went to the mall, got hype off a monster we shared, and ran around Boscov's like idiots. thats been a while. i so excited. not even the fact that my dad is ditching me for the 2nd time this month Thursday. marissa is coming to my dads with me for the whole weekend. im excited. its s boring b/c everyone is younger than me. oh welll. well hopefully get to see the boy with the HEH. lol. HEH. spencer just asked what i was doing. i said "blogging". lmao. hes silly. marissa just said hi. did you know that the keys pop off on Mac laptops. its trendy. DAM. why does it NEVER work when i try to say that. its gheyy.

well MTV. This muh tree. This where da magik happen.

lmao.
peace.
<333

their names are Willpower Man & Ash Ketchum.
they are super heroes.
they save people from bad mondays.
its really exciting.
theyre besties.
and chyeah.

so i made a web site.
its...
http://arshleyypotatoes.weebly.com/
its exciting.
i love it.

the super heroes are featured on the first page of the cool site.
:]

did you know caffine is a drug?
and

some call me weed
some call me pot
some smoke me in a joint
and think theyre really hot

BAHAHAHA
marijuna.
<3
[jk]

"remember, heads youre mine. tails im yours."
>.<

without ever letting go i knew youd gone astray.

so get over it.
you cant go around forever pretending that it never happened.
because it did.
and we both know that you enjoyed it.
stop acting like im the one who messed up.
im not.
i did everything right.
so shut up.

im sad.
i tried to bribe him with like a Star Wars Convention.
that didnt work.
i tried to tell him how i cant picture him with a gun in his hand.
so he decided tell me that he wouldnt have a gun, that he was operating a tank.
that made me feel A WHOLE LOT BETTER.

i decided that i want to learn Italian.
all i know how to say is...
ciao-hello
bella-beautiful
gratzi-thank you
prego- youre welcome
scuzi-excuse me

i really sorry that i cant spell.
haha
i have horrible grammar

so spencer is reading my blog.
he is correcting everything.
haha.
he is supposed to make fun of me.
but hes not.
because he is a sheep.
an asian sheep.
with a hood.
:]]

Your chest rise, and it fall
And I catch you everytime under the covers and in my arms
But it's just a dream, it's all make believe
Cause we're just friends, and friends that's all for now
But it won't be long before you hear this song

And someday, I'm gonna be your lover
And someday, oh, you're gonna be all mine
Someday, best friends forever
Someday

When I think of this whole world and all that it should be
I close my eyes and all I see is you next to me
But it's just a dream, it's all make believe
Cause we're just friends, and friends that's all for now
But it won't be long before you hear this song

Someday, I'm gonna be your lover
And someday, oh, you're gonna be all mine
Someday, best friends forever
Someday

Well, I wrote this song for a girl who has my heart
And I know she's for me


When hes famous ill be his girlfriend.
His name is Jason Castro.
He got voted off AI.
I was sad.
I cried.
Hes so cuteee.
Ans he wrote that song all by himself.
:]]]]

On a cold winter morning
In the time before the light
In flames of death's eternal reign
We ride towards the fight

When the darkness has fallen down
And the times are tough alright
The sound of evil laughter falls
Around the world tonight

Fighting hard, fighting on for the steel
Through the wastelands evermore
The scattered souls will feel the hell
Bodies wasted on the shores

On the blackest waves in hell's domain
We watch them as they go
Through fire and pain and once again we know!

So now we fly ever free
We're free before the thunderstorm
On towards the wilderness
Our quest carries on

Far beyond the sundown
Far beyond the moonlight
Deep inside our hearts and all our souls!

So far away we wait for the day
For the light source so wasted and gone
We feel the pain of a lifetime lost in a thousand days
Through the fire and the flames we carry on!

As the red day is dawning
And the lightning cracks the sky
They'll raise their hands to the heavens above
With resentment to their lies

Running back through the midmorning light
There's a burning in my heart
We're banished from the time in a foreign land
To a life beyond the stars

In your darkest dreams see to believe
Our destiny is time
And endlessly we'll all be free tonight!

And on the wings of a dream
So far beyond reality
All alone in desperation
Now the time has gone

Lost inside you'll never find
Lost within my own mind
Day after day this misery must go on!

So far away we wait for the day
For the light source so wasted and gone
We feel the pain of a lifetime lost in a thousand days
Through the fire and the flames we carry on!

Now here we stand with their blood on our hands
We fought so hard, now can we understand
I'll break the seal of this curse if I possibly can
For freedom of every man!

So far away we wait for the day
For the light source so wasted and gone
We feel the pain of a lifetime lost in a thousand days
Through the fire and the flames we carry on!

robby cant curse.
hes bad at it.

those lyrics were from a song from Guitar Hero III

yesterday i threw a penis at marissa.
it was red.
and yeah. she liked it.
lmfao.

its super nice out.
it makes me happyyyy.
like the drugs.
lmfao.
JKJKJKJKJK
i dont do drugs.
not at all.

were learning about hang overs.
the only way i know for sure to cure one is to eat A LOT of bread.
marissa proves that.
NO THROWING UP IN MY CAR!!!

so were doing a Greek Fair at my school May 23rd.
our homeroom city-state is Argos.
and the color is orange.
and Rob is dressing up as Hermes b/c thats our favorite god.
:]]

bon fires make ppl do crazy things.
like throw lip balm.

Rob is wrong.
Salve is so funny.
his friend is a 5 year old girll
lmfao.
you should really ask me to record a health class.
theyre so hilarious.
hahahaha.

hha.
bye

idk.
this was pointless.
i love you.
bye

i had a lot of fun.
i was with marissa, cow, casey, arcadia, brit, Cj, ryan, becca, fishie, jimmie, and kylie.
we had a lot of fun.
it was cold in the morning.
i was freezing.
cow warmed up.
he has tennis ballls in his sleeves.
i love him.
marissa had a milk shake.
it made her sick.
so we went to arcadias so she could chill.
the fire works were amazing.
we crammed in cows car so we were warm.
then after...
cow wanted to go home.
i wanted him to stay.
so i took his keys.
but when he tried to take them back i broke his key chain and made him bleed.
i felt so awful.
so i followed him outside to talk to im and try to get him to stay.
i tried to push his car so he couldnt pull out.
but im not strong.
so he left.
i was kinda worried about him.
b/c earlier my friend dalton got into a car accident and broke his leg in half.
i was so scared.
but hes okay,
no call saying hes not.

i was talking to alex.
he was being so adorable.
"i'll be the first ray of sun that wakes u in the morning and the last star that u see in the evening before going to sleep!"
that was himm.
i blushed.
but shhhh.

me and nakami got into a fight today.
i hung up.
he called back and apologized.
were wrapped around eachothers fingers.

im gonna sleep.
sun burn makes you sleepy.
night night.

i loved it.
so i took it.
all credit goes to marissa.
FYI.

So my dad is letting me read one of his books called Haunted, by Chuck Palahnluk.
Its pretty good and theres some quotes to it that made me think.
You might want to skip this blog because it may bore you, im only doing this for my own entertainment.
but if by some weird chance you like this kinda blog, I recomend the book. But be careful, people are known to occasionly pass out from the intensity.
You'll never want to go swimming again.


"And tons worse than being too blonde, worse than wrecking his slick clothes and hair, our skinny girl has fallen in fucking love with him."

"Our purest joy comes when people we envy get hurt. That most genuine form of joy."

"We love conflict, he says. We love to hate. To stop a war, we declare war on it."

"Committing suicide just seemed to be another aggressive plan to fix her life..."

"Any emotion seemed a silly and useless way to deny what they'd both seen..."

"Can you pretend to love me for the rest of your life?"

"This exact dead girl is kissed by millions of people. For generations, millions of strangers have pressed their mouths over hers, those lips her exact drowned lips. For the rest of history, all over the world, people will be trying to save this same dead woman. This woman who just wanted to die..."

"You can't unfuck a kid. Once you bang a kid, there's no getting that genii out of the bottle. That kid's pretty much wrecked for good..."

"Our all-powerful God got so scared He scattered the human race across the face of the earth, and shattered their language to keep his children apart..."

"Who pits his children against each other, to keep them weak. He says, "This is the God we're supposed to worship?""

"If you love something," says the Matchmaker, "set it free." Just don't be surprised if it comes back with herpes..."

"he called her a whore. The nerve of that guy..." God bless him."

"It's something that goes beyond life-after-death. What's in the box is proof that what we call life isn't Our world is a dream. Infinitely fake. A nightmare..."

"Another man wanted a hundred grand from a homeowner who left the garden house stretched across the backyard that tripped him, breaking his ankle, while he fled from the police in an otherwise totally unrelated case of rape. The crippled rapist, he wanted a fortune for his pain and suffering..."

"people need a monster they can believe in." A true and horrible enemy. A demon to define themselves against. Otherwise, it;s just us versus us.."

"With the angel of death going door to door, people stayed together. They quit bitching and behaved..."

"If she could hear, if she'd just listen, I'd tell her it's okay to kill me. I'd even tell her how..."

"You fake any symtom long enough, and you'll start to hurt for real..."

"The bib, that layer of blood on her chest, that fur of flies, at the hospital emergency room the doctors swabbed it with alcohol and found a game of tic-tac-toe carved in the skin above her breasts. The X player had won..."

""She'd made her image, she told the studio heads. And she could damn well break it,""

"We love drama. We love conflict. We need a devil or we'll create one..."

"You'd be amazed how many of the killers come back to say goodbye. They've shared something, the killer and the victim, and the killer will come to sit at the grave and talk about old times. Everyone needs an audience..."

"The truth is so easy when everyone agrees who to blame..."

"People fall so in love with their pain, they can't leave it behind..."

"If death meant just leaving the stage long enough to change costume and come back as a new character...would you slow down? Or speed up?"

his name is alex.
hes cute.
he tries to read my blog every week.
it makes me smilee.
haha.
im listening to jason castro. if you were wondering.
[p.s. alex is my best friend.]

today is elmer day.
fire works.
nakami is gonna call me during.
hes so darn cute.

alex, if youre reading this.
12 more days!!!