even if saving you sends me to heaven.

so i made this promise when i was 11. i promised not to have sex til after marriage. and until now nobody really respected that. but i found someone who thinks its amazing. figures. the 1st person to really be in awe by it isnt a virgin. but hes amazing, we hang out. a lot. we have fun. in the hallway. lol. secrettt. amazingnesss. so kylie is sitting next to me reading everything i type outloud. wow. were watching Hercules in LA. i love that movie. its not my favorite though. my favorite is Willy Wonka & The Chocolate Factory. the old one. the new one is gheyy.

somehow everything's gonna fall right into place
if we only had a way to make it all fall faster everyday
if only time flew like a dove
we gotta make it fly faster than I'm falling in love

this time we're not giving up
let's make it last forever
screaming "hallelujah"
we'll make it last forever

so yeahh. that song makes me think about things. like things that should have happened. but didnt. due to certain circumstances. but im done being upset about what could have been. i have somethin new. more exciting. more real. youre so last month. youre a pain in the patella. lmfao. i love that i can laugh about how stupid you are now. you make some of the worst decisions i have ever heard offfff. you were woth 100,000 miles. but you couldnt stay a while. but im not heels over head. i dont even think about you anymore. im lying. i think abot how hapy i am w/o you.