Don't hold me up now,
I can stand my own ground
I don't need your help now
You wont let me down
so i fibbed a little. i care alot. i shouldnt. it shouldnt bother me that were drifting apart. i didnt do anything wrong. but its killing me. i cant sleep. i just want to go. far away. where nobody knows me. where i can start fresh. not be known as the girl everyone walks all over and that gets atached too easily. i can do something with my life. instead of living in your shadow. maybe you think i need you. but i have an identity of my own. something that only i can have. something no one can touch. im not ginna let this change me. granted a large part of me will take a while to heal, ill be fine. eventually. ill need help. but i can do it. whatever.
so i have fallen. hard. its actually not as bad as everyone makes it seem. its kinda nice. im always happy. even when im being broken down. i just think about him, and suddenly i dont feel so small. you can call it stupid if you please. i really couldnt care less. im done with always worrying about what you think. he is mine. and i am his. that is what matters.
i love you
:/
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