i make myself sick. what did i do to myself. its like im failing now. nothing i do is good enough for you. im sorry im not perfect. i dont try to be. but does that give you an excuse to put me down? that is just sad. youre upset because your life just isnt good enough for you so you have to make other people feel beneath you . lift yourself up. im done holding you. i sick of taking all the blame for your mistakes. trust me. i dont need the extra stress. i just want you to stop. realize that everytime you do that you rip me apart even more. im eager to please. and i think thats why you walk all over me. im not stupid. i can tell when you are really asking me for help, or asking me to take care of your responsibilities. im not your freaking slave. you cant just order me around and expect me to do what you say. you left me alone. a long time ago. i stopped caring about what you have to say when you told me my opinion doesnt matter. i hope you read this and realize its you who im talking about. and know that im never going to look at you the same again. its sad how i cant even trust you anymore. maybe someday il forgive you. but dont hold your breath.
better yet. go ahead. hold your breath.
i love you.
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