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I know you think that I shouldn't still love you
Or tell you that
But if I didn't say it
Well, I'd still have felt it
Where's the sense in that?

so have you ever really wanted people to just leave? just go away. maybe that would make things easier? well im pretty sure that would solve my problems. but it would tear me apart. it would literally kill me. like im not kidding. i would have a reason to just give up. its kind of sad that i still get butterflies when he says some things. and that i still believe everything he tells me. hes like my safety blanket. something i wont ever outgrow. and it scares me that im so attached to him. its almost disturbing. that anyone could be that grown to someone that not being allowed to talk to them makes me physically ill. i need help.

i love you.
no lie.