have you ever fealt left behind even when youre really not? like that one person you want to include you in everything is doing things on their own. i know. i sound codependant. but im not. i just get like this sometimes. like i need someone to love me.
i miss him so much. its unreal.
so theres this kid. and we used to be the closest of friends. we were practically siblings. we went everywhere and did everything together. we trusted eachother completely. we told eachother everything. this person did some stupid things. that got me into a lot of trouble. and now were not allowed to talk. i mean we occasionally used to, but we hadnt for a long time. he imed me today and i swear i heart skipped a beat. its not like an intimate love. but i love him. he was my best friend. regaurdless of all the drama and havoc he caused. its nice. you know. talking to him again. i missed him. for some reason though, i think hes changed. but i dont care. i have him back. not like that. like hes not mine. ohh no. but its gonna be semi okay now.
things are looking up.
i love you.
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