take back

so thinking back, i never really wrote an about me. so im going to. because it seems like the right thing to do. just me.

te llamo ashley. in case you didnt know. im pretty alright sometimes. there are a lot of things that make me happy. like covers of old songs by new bands. hot pockets. hugs. balloons. sun glasses. hair dye. and people. i know. thats a tad sadistic. people making me happy. but honestly, i wont want to be around you if you dont make me happy. and i do take some pleasure in some others pain. im spiteful. and i always tell you how i feel. i used to dream about living in a fairy tale, but now i know thats a crock, and it will never happen. people lie to me a lot. probably because they think i dont know. i get taken advantage of all the time. and its probably my fault, for letting people think im harmless. because im not. im not harmless. i hurt people all the time. i dont mean to. but im wreckless. i dont care about the side affects. i live for the moment. and im not ashamed to admit that i fall in love too quickly. i am so over people talking down to me. im not saying that i dislike that some people feel the need to protect me. i just want people to know that i am capable of doing things on my own, and turning out an acceptable product. im not retarted. i have a tad of an odd accent. i over say some words. and i say certain things like a valley girl. i love good music. and i will tell you if you cant sing. im actually pretty complicated. and i dont expect you to inderstand why i am the way i am. but thats just how i do.

i love you.
just so you know.