so im pretty leery about everything today. what you say. the things you promise me. im not sure of it. i used to take stock in everything you told me. but now i realize that even you have the power to lie to me. i just dont believe you when you tell me you love me anymore. its not the same. and i shouldnt be telling everyone this. cause its my problem. its my burden. but i cant control myself. im sadistic. when im hurting it makes me feel better to know that someone else is hurting too.
i need to shut up. im ticking myself off. why cant i just freaking deal with this.
i love you.
and i mean it.
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