so i have no idea why but whenever i come home my mood always dies. i just feel like im being put back into prison. and its stupid. my stomach gets all knotty and my muscles tense like im about to fight. and i dont know why.
seths leaving for 5 days. football camp. im gonna miss him so much. i have a horrible feeling that were going to be seperated on a bad note. and that bothers me. but its whatever. no sense in getting worried over something i cant change. i mean really. whats the point.
ugh. i hate feeling like this. i just want to go to sleep and wake up somewhere else. without her. or him. or them. just us. that would make me happy. i just miss being happy when im around them.
i love you.
so much.
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