- master my musical abilities so people can stop telling me that im not good enough.

- be better for evan.

- get emt cert

- be less awkward

- go with the flow

- get organized

- stop being a phone/laptop addict

- meet my brother

- learn to better manage my anger

- pick up a not musical hobby

- exercise more

- take more pictures

- be a happier person

- sleep more

- drink less coffee

- drink more water

- eat better

- lose 10 lbs

- avoid drama

- learn to love the quiet

- calm down

- grow a bonsai tree

- raise tea leaves

- get a puppy

so my party is in 2 days.

frg,hdklhy. im really excited. and im kinda nervous. go away snow .. i dont know how many people i can fit in my house when they get snowed in. and im not sure what my mom would think if like a zillion people were sleeping in my living room. hmm.

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so before you ask. no. il probably never forgive you. but im going to learn to deal with the fact that i cant seem to get rid of you. people dont change. they just learn to better hide their flaws. youre doing a really crappy job. stop lying to me. stop pretending to care what i think. and stop sticking your nose in my business. stop.

p.s. im really happy today. like. its been a really good day. (: