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super long blog cominnn at youu.

okay so i havnt posted in a long time. and i miss you bloggy. my life has been hectic. amazing. heartbreaking. gut wrenching. and any other stupid adjectives that you would normally never use. seth got his ex pregnant while he was still going out with me. shes due july 29th. ugh. that makes me sick. this guy greg wants to punch me in the face for being mean to seth. alot of people hate me for breaking up with him. but you know what... he deserves it. HE CHEATED ON ME! so im not even going to let them tick me off. they can go pound sand. right where the sun doesnt shine.... ricky is still as annoyingly helpful as ever. he is always right. its disgusting. im getting better with my singing. he wants me to sing with his band at rock for cancer. im debating. jazz band is off at a galloping pace. it should be a good season. because i get to sit next to alex. hmm. alex. lol.

darn me. i cant be saying stuff like that anymore. im not a single woman anymore. me and evan. did the expected. everyone knew it was going to happen sooner or later. especially when we stopped sitting thee and making up excuses why we weren't together. but now we are. all is right in the world i asume. i just love him so much. everything is right about him. he doesnt lose his temper, even when i make stupid little ashley mistakes. he gets along famously with my family. hes a fire fighter. he has his life on track. hes clean [i mean drug free of course.] hes so sweet. he knows how to laugh at me. and himself. hes almost as goofy as me. we have very different tastes, but i think we compliment eachother. he has amazing taste in music. he is in band with me. he knows when to just let me be. he loves being with me. he knows when to defend me and when to let me fight my own battles. hes not gross. he waits for me. he makes brownies with me. he hugs me alot. he helps me forget about seth. he understands everything. we do fun stuff together. it doesnt take too much to make him happy. he lives across the street. he loves how silly i am. he gets along with my impossible dad. his laugh is adorable. hes up for suggestions. his best friends are my best friends. he never makes a mountain out of a mole hill. he makes me keep my promises. to myself. he tells me when im annoying. he laughs at me when i get mad over stupid stuff. these are the days. we are perfect for eachother. i love it. it makes me happy. very very happy.

im in a great mood. i have work later. hes at work now. we have conflicting schedules today. but we can handle it. he was at my house til like 10:30 last night. so im sure we can stand a little break. dont want to smother eachother i suppose. :]