sprawl

Oh, I'm scared to death to find out what you think of me.

so im home. tonight. rest. thats what i need. i need to rest myself. im working too hard to please everyone. i need to rest. and not upset anyone. that will make it better. nothing to worry about. i'll be fine. no problems. it will be okay. better.

when he gets all worried. it shouldn't, but, i feel secure. like, i guess its the fact that i have someone that worries about me. and i pray, with all that i have, that he doesn't change his mind. this is new. im happy. i though i was happy before. but that was just to hide the scars. i guess. i dont really know. he loves me. i know that. for certain. no doubt. i just hope its not just skin deep. i hope. thats all i can do i presume.

i dont know.

iloveyou