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so i havent posted in 25457434186453728 years. and its sad. first blogger was down. then my computer was on the brink of death. then i went on vacation [ill tell you about that later.] haha. its so great to have my blog back. im so excited. ah! i cant wait to tell casey. and ellen. and jordan. woo hoo!

holy cow! its hot in here. its like a zillion degrees. and im wearing flanel pants. cause it was cold last night. dangg weather. needs to make up its stinking mind. like one minute its breezy then its like africa. a g h h h !

im not crazy cause i take the right pills.

everyday.

so i've been babysitting for cash all summer. evan's little brother. hes alright i guess. he's a little mean sometimes. he likes to throw things at me. and he yells a lot. buts money is money... speaking of. i need more. so i can buy books. im out of stuff to read. its sad making.

vacation...

so i went on vacation with evan, his mommy, and his brother. it was tons of fun. we left the 23rd [last thursday]. i drove down with evan and we followed his mom. she had the camper and the truck. it rained a lot while we were down there. but we went to Knoebels [a really cute little amusement in eastBF] and Cabela's. i had a lot of fun just hanging out with everyone. see, they camp with a h u g e group of friends. and everyone hangs out and eats breakfast together. we visited a red deer farm. it was different. dont get me wrong, it was fun, but it was odd.

on top of all that, i spent almost every waking moment with evan. i got used to having him at my side most of the time. and he was always the first person i saw when i woke up and the last person i saw before i went to sleep.

now that im home, i miss evan, but i dont. like i know that i dont want to spend too much time with him too soon or we will get so sick of eachother, but a part of me misses having him so close.

this morning though he did something uber cute. he came into my room and woke me up. youre like "wtf?!"

UGH. the fire horn is going off. and there goes my boyfriend. be safe babe. [:

oh yeah. he's an american hero. incase you didnt already know. haha.

but seriously... youre like "wtf?!" but it was cute cause he made sure he was the first person i saw. like we were back in PA in his camper. i loved it. i love himm.