
they call her love, love, love, love, love.
she is love.
and she is all i need.(:
one. school starts in 26 days. and im not prepared. i haven't gone shopping. im not done my summer work. i dont want to go back and deal with any of the people that pretend to be my friend. im sick of people using me. im tired of people being disrespectful. and im fed up with no one taking me seriously. im over all of it. fml.
two. my brother is dumb. realll stinkin' dumb.
three. i dont sleep at night. not anymore. i lay awake most of the night. i wish i was thinking about things, coz then during the day i would have a lot less to think about. but i just lay there. im scared if i get to thinking im going to lead myself to believe stupid things and make stupid excuses for people that screw up over and over.
four. im so sick of coming up with reasons why i should keep forgiving you and going back to see you. im not sure why i try so hard. no matter what i do you never seem happy. everything is insufficient. and i shouldnt have to make myself wirthy of your love. youre supposed to just give me that stuff. i guess im asking for too much. whatever.
five. apparently flies with one wing that keep flying around your head are flies of the mutant variety. haha. and youre supposed to drop guys when youre trying to save their lives while dangling from a building on a rope.(:
i love some people.
(:
you only wish it was you.

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