i didnt know it was supposed to be this hard. that it was like an uphill battle. one that no matter how much you fight, you can never win. no matter how strong you think you are. it always breaks you down. it always exposes you. exposes how weak you really are. the walls you worked so hard to build are just shattered like paper. and all you can do is sit there and watch it fall. watch your life crumble. and it kills you. to know that youre taking the ones you love down with you. its your burden. and somehow it always gets handed off. its never going to be over.
i love you.
and im sorry that it kills me.
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