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so i think he forgot about me. maybe its better this way. if he isnt constantly popping in and out of my life it will be easier for me to learn to live without him. maybe i ca go back to normal. when things were simpler. and easier to handle. once something happens you get over it. he was impossible to get over. it was like a car crash. its always there. no matter what you get. or give. youre always gonna know it happened. even if they forget. you wont. but you still keep going. and try to put it behind you. no matter how much it hurts. you have to remember there are better people in the world. SHUT UP.

gosh. who am i kidding.
come back to me.
please.

i love you.