what am i saying. i miss you. like crazy. it hurts to admit it. its like im realizing that i was lying to myself all along. and im stupid. i know. i just cant do it. i want it like it used to be. when you said it back. when you were there. whenever i needed you to be. when we were the best of friends. inseprable. when i was your little sister. when i wasnt always sick worrying about you. and when things were easier. i love you. i dont want to be with you. i just want you to love me back. i dont need all those promises. i just want to be friends again. im never going to stop wanting that. even if i say it over and over that i dont. i always will. and i will always have time for you.
im so stupid.
i love you.
and i dont want you hurt.
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